Well, I’m sick. There’s no two ways about it. Last night, I ended up in the hospital, and I’ve missed two days of work. Why do I feel horrible for missing work? I mean, it’s only work. I wouldn’t feel bad for missing school… Maybe because they rely on me. I don’t know. I still feel like crap for missing two days. But I’m going in tomorrow, sick or no. I can’t miss any more. My boss called me today, and I felt guilty. Guilty! No idea why…I just did. I feel like I’m being too much trouble to be worth it. sigh….
I hate my conscious
